Its very hard for me to write this post knowing that in a week I will be leaving Kenya. Since the last time I was here, Kenya has put troops into Somalia which in turn has created attacks within Kenya. Sources say the attacks will continue but life in Kenya goes on. Out of fear for my safety, I have decided to cut my trip short this time. I am overcome with emotion and feel disappointed in myself that I can't stay longer but the fear has turned into anxiety and it is affecting what I can do here. I pray and hope there will be no more attacks in Kenya, but at this time I feel I can do more work for Maji Mazuri at home.
    I have seen all the projects and my love for Maji Mazuri has not changed nor will it ever. I've seen my kids and my son William and I know they are in amazing hands. I will do as much as I can durning the time I have left here but am still upset to cut this trip short. I love Africa. My home is within Africa. And I will continue to travel to Africa for the rest of my life. Thank you for all of your support I deeply appreciate it!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

One of the new kids that was brought to Maji Mazuri 

MC and ME!

My children!

My baby boy! He wouldn't let go of me!

Welcome back to Kenya Julia!

Harrison running to get gas!

View of Ngumo where I live

My backyard

My friend whose as big as my fist and lives in my room

So I'm somewhere in Kenya at an internet cafe because this time around I dont have internet! Hard to get used to! Thank you guys so much for telling me how much you love reading the blog it is so nice to hear that people actually read it! It was pouring yesterday with a huge African thunderstorm and I had to land in it! Then I get picked up and the car runs out of gas so we were stuck for awhile on the side of the road! Welcome back to Kenya Julia! I have not showered in a couple days but hoping I can tonight! I have not seen my kids yet :( but will very soon! Tomorrow I am going to a rural village and can't wait. I have to adjust to life back here in Kenya, its not easy you know! But I know I will. Ill write again as soon as I can get to a computer!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

No Judgment

       I've been gone about 12 days now and remembering why I am so in love with Africa comes easily. South Africa is hands down one of the most amazing places I've ever been in my entire life. My roots lie within and I can feel my  blood belonging. But with beauty and a sense of belonging also comes hard times. South Africa, I believe, still has a long way to go with issues of race. Color matters in South Africa, and I can't wrap my head around it. Its instilled from a young age  generation after generation and thus I can not hold judgment. But I feel something must be done or this country will turn on itself.  

         I leave for Kenya on Tuesday with extreme caution, as the anniversary of Osama Bin Laden's death approaches raising the threat of terrorist attacks in Kenya. My eyes are open once again and my  heart is filled with nothing but love. I'm back. 

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

Today I will continue following my dream of working in Africa. First stop a 26 hour flight to South Africa. Here's to living!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

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Raising Money!

 Seeing pictures and thinking about my home and the hard times Kenya is going through has sparked my motivation to fundraise for Maji Mazuriagain! I already have someone who will match $500 dollars once I raise 500 which means a whopping $1,000 will be going straight to Kenya!!!!!!! PLEASE help me help my friends by donating!! $20 goes along way! write a check payable to Maji Mazuri USA (a tax deduction!) and send it to me at 4256 Vicasa Drive Calabasas CA 91302! Once I reach 500 Ill get the match and send $1,000 to KENYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! please share this!


with a little piece of my heart,


Julia

missing Kenya

Just going through pictures and my blogs I shared with all of you and am feeling overcome with emotion. Kenya I miss you. I miss everything about you. I miss my kids, I miss William, I miss the simple beautiful life I lived there. I have spoken with many of my close friends there and I know the wheelchairs are going to be delivered next week! I wish I was there to see my beautiful kids finally get what they deserve. It is hard being back and I am struggling to find as much meaning here as I did there, but I know life can be beautiful wherever you are, it's up to you to decide how to live. Just thought I'd share an update with you and my feelings!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

california in a new light

Leaving Kenya was one of the hardest things I've ever gone through. I was crying so hard I couldn't catch my breath. The taxi driver at one point said "okay. calm down." hahaha. So after about 30 hours of flying, I made it to my California home, where I was greeted by my whole family :) I'll tell you it was nice getting into a car and not a matatu! But everything is different now, although nothings really changed except for me. America is so beautiful and its not hard to get back into the swing of things when you live in luxury. We take so much for granted, including streets with no pot-holes, trash cans on the side of the streets, walking out in the night and not fearing for your life, and just about everything in between. Life is easy here and although I know we all face struggles and sometimes downright tragedies, we are the lucky ones, we are the select few that do not live on less than a dollar a day, and at the end of it all we are Americans. Just because my time in Kenya has come to an end, it does not mean my work is done. The hardest part for me is that no matter how many stories I share or how many pictures I show, you can not see what I saw, thus the urge and hunger to help may not be as passionate as mine, but I promise you the world need us. It needs people who care and want to make a difference and if we all come together we can change it for the better. But please I beg of you do not turn a blind eye, to do nothing and know it exists is unacceptable and inhumane. It is our duty as human beings to lend a helping hand. Please visit the majimazuri.org website to find out ways on how to help. Also feel free to email me at juliafingleson@gmail.com with questions, comments, or anything else! Thank you again for sharing my journey with me and continue to check in for updates on Maji Mazuri and what I am doing here to help!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

Wheelchairs all thanks to YOUR donations! VERY happy children :)

saying goodbye

saying goodbye is not easy. especially when you have become so close to the people around you. I leave tomorrow night and every hour gets harder for me. Tomorrow I will see 3 of the 9 wheelchairs be delivered  and I couldn't ask for a better goodbye. The other 6 will be delivered next week and with the money that was raised I was also able to buy an amazing sewing machine that will be used for vocational training. Tomorrow will be bitter sweet. I'll write again when I am home (my American home ;) ). Thank you to everyone for supporting me in my journey and coming along with me through following my blog. I had my ups and my downs, and all in all I'm leaving a new person ready to keep on helping.

with AN ENORMOUS piece of my heart,

Julia

coming to an end

        As my time in Kenya is coming to end, I self reflect. Remembering back to the day at the airport when my parents dropped me off, crying uncontrollably as I made my way through security. I knew my tears stemmed from fear and doubt. Can I really do this,  will I really be able to  live in Africa? As I waved goodbye to my parents and watched them turn to walk out, I cried a bit harder. I knew in that moment I only had myself to rely on, it was in a matter of seconds I had to grow up. Panic once again met up with me in London when I was told my flight to Nairobi has been canceled, " I'm sorry today Virgin is not flying to Kenya." "Stay calm," I told myself, "I'll figure this out." And so within an hour I had a new flight to Kenya on Kenya Airways, and a part of me thought, "Maybe after all I can do this." Two weeks into my journey I knew I was "safe," keeping in mind what everyone told me, "The first two weeks will be the hardest and if you get past that you'll be fine." So I settled in and made Kenya my home and it welcomed me with open arms. And over the past couple months I listened, watched, and embraced. I listened to everything that was being said, I watched everything around me and I opened my mind and my heart to country that has seen so much pain, yet is one of the happiest and warmest places I have ever been. The children, the beautiful children, are the leaders of tomorrow and the future of a better world. The youth, I have no doubt will lead this country to nothing but success with a passion for change. The men and women    of the older generations keep tradition close and remind us to stay close to our roots. This country is nothing short of a miracle, a place that will have a piece of my heart forever, a place where we could all learn from, and a place that I now call home. Leaving will be one of  the hardest things I'll ever have to do, but know that I will return only to learn more.

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

necklaces and bracelets!

SO happy and excited making necklaces for all of you beautiful people!

Working hard!

Please let me know if you would like to support this school by purchasing a necklace or bracelet!

Workshop

Today I did another workshop with one other volunteer and it went so well! The teachers really seemed to learn and enjoy it, and a lot of them even came up to me afterwards to say thank you! The workshop, like the other ones, focused on how to engage students in learning, classroom management, and ways to discipline WITHOUT "the cane." Teachers were open and interested in learning new tips to teaching! Wonderful day! :)

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

Your donations :)

I am so grateful and awed at the generosity of the donations you have made. I cannot thank you enough. Please know that your donation is making a difference in people's lives and together we can make change happen. I want to let you know that Kenya is facing it's worst drought in 60 years. Combine that with the rising price of fuel around the world, and you get a huge food crisis in Kenya. In the last couple of months food cost have more than tripled. In addition to these problems, donors, who once sponsored a child, have stopped due to an economic recession. Now, it is up to Maji Mazuri, who will not turn the child away, to find a way to cover the child's basic needs. All in all Maji Mazuri is struggling to make ends meet. I encourage all of you to consider a donation of even just $10 to help this amazing organization that I now call home. You can donate by going to the website at majimazuri.org, or by writing a check to Maji Mazuri USA and send the check to Kevin Corcoran President, Maji Mazuri USA Inc. 4783 Summerset Lane Atlanta Georgia 30338. %100 of your donation goes directly to the organization and as I have been here on the ground, I can tell you if you want to help an organization, it's this one! Maji Mazuri is the most incredible project I have ever been involved with and I have yet to see a Nonprofit, that is as dedicated as this one. Again to those of you who have donated, I thank you and can't tell you how thankful I am to see us all working together to better the lives of others.

P.S. My kids at the special needs center makes necklaces and bracelets. If anyone would like one, they are $5 and I would be HAPPY to bring one home for you! Just let me know!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

the rains coming

Kenya knows I am leaving soon, and thus like my heart, it is crying. It is pouring here now, and hope it clear by tomorrow morning, so I can enjoy a Sunday in Nairobi flea markets. I am also going to the youth group tomorrow in the Mathare Slum to talk about what life is like in America. Can't wait to hear some of their questions. Praying and hoping and dreaming the wheelchairs will be done before I leave, so I can be there when they are delivered, especially for my boy William. I gave another workshop this week to the special need teachers on how to teach life and occupational skills. Last week, I did a workshop with the general ed teachers who work on the slum of how to create a loving a safe community within the classroom, and how to make learning fun. I did this workshop with two other volunteers and the outcome was just amazing! Today, I went back to happy life and saw the babies again! Love holding and feeding the babies, although it broke my heart when I was given a 3 week old to feed and they handed me a cup and spoon to feed him. no bottle :( But anyways still loving life in Kenya and am so thankful for the time I have here. Enjoy some pictures!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

some pictures :)

LOVE

LAUGH

LIVE

FRIENDS

AWARENESS 

RESPECT

what Kenya has taught me

Realizing I only have 2 and a half more weeks in Kenya is getting to me. Do you know what it feels like to wake up everyday happy, excited, and having a sense of purpose? I do. Kenya taught that to me. Love a simple life, and don't worry about the petty things. Live your life and realize how beautiful it is. I have learned so much about myself and the world being here and everyday I continue to grow, I never want to stop learning. I'm rambling now, but I don't know how I am going to leave. Yes, I miss all of you my family and friends and if not for you, I wouldn't come back! But I dare you to step outside your comfort zone if even just for a minute. Ride the city bus, go down to Venice where the homeless live and talk to them, hear their story, visit an orphanage or a homeless shelter, go to a mosque and listen to their prayers, donate your time,  not your money.  GET OUTSIDE YOUR COMFORT ZONE. This is the only way to not be ignorant, naive, and to open your eyes to a world much bigger than you are. You will learn more about yourself in one day than you have your whole life. Now, I know most of you do this but encourage your friends and family to do the same. As I have said before, life is simply beautiful. A close friend of mine here said to me, " I may not live long, but I want the time I have here to be a series of fireworks. Each period of my life more explosive than then the previous one." I've adopted this philosophy and I'm ready to live an explosive life :)

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

Happy Life

Today I took time visit a local orphanage called Happy Life. An amazing organization who has 53 abandoned children all under the age of 7 the youngest being 2 weeks old. These children were found at bus stops, trash bins, in front of hospitals, handed to a passerby and then abandoned. Such beautiful souls, and they warmed my heart. I'll spend more time with them next weekend, I loved holding the babies!!!! Still very busy giving workshops and meeting with teachers both special ed teachers and general ed teachers and loving every minute of it. I have the wheelchair technologist coming on Monday for more custom made wheelchairs and I am so excited!! Loving living life through an awakened
mind.  It's like I've been sleeping before Kenya shook me awake, and for that, I thank you Kenya.

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia

Holding a 2 week year old baby boy. They received 3 days ago and named him Richard today.

                                    

potty training!!

I have been so unbelievably busy that I have not posted in a couple days! Pole sana (very sorry)! Anyways I am trying to get things written up and sorted out so that I can do workshops with the teachers! I have had so many meetings and ideas just keep spilling out of my head!  These workshops are for the special ed teachers and general ed teachers in the slum. The wheelchairs will be here shortly, and more material will be bought because I have extra from your donations! Feeling a bit overwhelmed, only because I want to make sure everything I want to do is done before I leave, but its a good overwhelming feeling. A feeling I know means (hopefully) I am doing good work here. Well thats my update. I know I can't save the world, but I can try and I ask you to try too :)!

with a little piece of my heart,

Julia